My Man
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Abbey Lincoln It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
aja volkman People always ask me how different is our life and i always…
Alice Faye It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Amanda Fondell It's not that I'm a little jealous woman But sure it's…
Amanda Palmer and Regina Spektor My man don't treat me right Don't kiss me sweet goodnight Do…
Amina Today's the day that I said farewell to my man Packed…
André Kostelanetz It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Angie Stone My morning night and noon My very I'll be back soon My…
Ann Peebles Bip Bam I don't mind, bein' a good neighbor Lending my frien…
Anodajay C’est par toi que j’brûle la rage qui m’est acheminée T’es…
Anymood & Markus Greg You're my man (laughs) You want to be my man You'r…
Armstrong Fitzgerald My man's gone now Ain't no use a listenin' For his tired…
Ayo Came some time It's like a cable over you The past won't…
Barbara Dickson It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Barbra Streisand Oh, my man I love him so He'll never know All my…
Barry St. John I can't seem to get away from carving stones with…
Becky & The Birds Este es mi hombre Y yo su gran señora My man (my…
Bernadette Seacrest (by Billie Holiday Cover) It cost me a lot But there's o…
Beyoncé Beyonce you can do so much better [Verse 1] You say that…
Beyonce ft R.kelly You say that hes wrong you say that he's no…
Big Boi feat. Mary J Blige & Santana Boom Boom Boom Santana's in the room Boom Boom Boom Mary J's…
Big Boi feat. Mary J. Blige & Santana Boom, boom, boom, Santana's in the room Boom, boom, boom, Ma…
Big Boi Mary J. Blige & Santana Boom Boom Boom Santana's in the room Boom Boom Boom Mary J's…
Big Boi/Mary J. Blige/Santana Boom Boom Boom Santana's in the room Boom Boom Boom Mary …
Billie Hoilday and the Count Basie Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Billie Holiday (1915-1959) It cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Billie Holiday / Teddy Wilson & His Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Billie Holiday with Teddy Wilson and His Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Billie Holiday w_Teddy Wilson & his Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Billie Holiday; Bobby Tucker It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Billie HolidayWithTeddy Wilson And His Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Billy Holiday It cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Bobby Tucker & His Trio It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Caitlin Cannon My man likes me a little bit soft he Keeps on…
Carlos Santana Boom, boom, boom, Santana's in the room Boom, boom, boom, M…
Carmen Dragon and His Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Carmen Mc Rae It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Carmen McRae My man's gone now Ain't no use a listenin' For his tired…
Caroline O'Connor It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Charlie Shavers All American Five It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Cheetah Da arabwa tibisyo chaempieon Nan raepseuta selleobija paepiy…
Chick Webb and His Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Dallan My man, why is he so drunk in love As if…
Davichi You've got to be my man, baby I want your…
Delacey Bitch, don't steal my man He's got a weakness for …
Della Reese It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Destiny's Child You say that hes wrong you say that he's no…
Destiny's Child feat. Beyoncé You say that he's wrong, you say that he's no…
Diahann Carroll It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Diana Ross It's caused me a lot But there's one thing that I…
Dinah Shore It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Dizzy Gillespie Quintet It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Dr. Cat & D.J. Pony Hi dear Good morning How your day? Show boob... Hello, prett…
Eagles Tell me the truth, how do you feel? Like you're…
Eartha Kitt I don't want to be alone where is my baby? I…
Eden Brent My man is so good to me Every date is like…
Ella & Billie So you met someone who set you back on your…
Ella Fitzgerald I'm gonna wash that man right outta my hair I'm gonna…
Ella Fitzgerald & Billie Holiday It cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Ella Fitzgerald & Joe Pass I'm gonna wash that man right outta my hair I'm gonna…
Ella Fitzgerald & The Tommy Flanagan Trio It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Ella Fitzgerald & Tommy Flanagan Trio It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Ella Fitzgerald and Chick Webb It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Ella Fitzgerald and Her Famous Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Ella Fitzgerald and Joe Pass It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Ella Fitzgerald; Joe Pass I'm gonna wash that man right outta my hair I'm gonna…
Erroll Garner It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Etana Reaching out to all de man dem Who really love dem…
Etta James It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Eydie Gorme It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that…
Fab Massimo For five or more years I thought you were my man But…
Fanny Brice It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
FEE LION Oh my, my, my Who gave you light? Oh my, my man Something,…
Floetry My morning night and noon My very I'll be back soon My…
Franco Ambrosetti It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Gillespie It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Glee Cast Oh my man, I love him so He'll never know…
Glen Gray It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
gordon jenkins and orchestra I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair, I'm gonna…
Gully CHORUS: I'm tryna get my man my man and then my…
Hal Mooney and His Orchestra My man's gone now Ain't no use a listenin' For his tired…
Helen Forrest It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Hilde Marie Kjersem Downtown and the wait ends, We would come around just to…
Hunnah You could be 6 foot some Air Force ones on 31 with…
Ikaya My man, my man (my man, my man) He's a damn…
Ike & Tina Turner He may never be A Big man in this world... Just another…
IZAH Tell me when it started when it all began to…
J. Lara & The Sound Dimension My man Wakes me up when I am sleeping Undercovers hear him…
J.J. Johnson Whoever said a good man was hard to find, Positively,…
Jade Ewen I never will Ain't never gonna Stay out with a man like…
Jan Morks It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Jeannie C Riley He's gotta shine kind of a smile and when he…
Jill Jones Just because U are the finest of your mama's children…
Jimmy Durante & Harry James & His Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Joe Pass It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Jony J 突然就想给你打个电话 弹个视频来跟你聊聊天 其实有时没有那么忙我只是忘了关心 你以为我真的没时间 过去几年一个人在外面大…
June Valli It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
KC Star My man's riding 'round town listening to Carly My man's thin…
Kings of Our Kin Ladies and Gentlemen I present to you the final act of…
Lawrence Welk It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Lea Michele Oh my man, I love him so He'll never know…
Liliane Montevecchi It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Lionel Hampton All Stars It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Lionel Hampton and His All Stars It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Louis Armstrong and Ella Fitzgerald My man's gone now Ain't no use a listenin' For his tired…
Lucky Me It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Lucy Yeghiazaryan It cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Luísa Sobral I don't know why He left me crying He left me feeling…
Luv' He was workin' on the railroad In a sturdy tough guy's…
Maddie & Tae When he kisses my lips, I fall apart Sendin' shockwaves stra…
Martha and The Vandellas Shaking like a leaf on a tree That's coming loose from…
MARUSHOVA Все, что в моих силах, все, что не просил ты Сделаю…
Mary J. Blige Boom Boom Boom Santana's in the room Boom Boom Boom Mary J's…
Mary J. Blige Carlos Santana Big Boi Boom Boom Boom Santana's in the room Boom Boom Boom Mary …
Mary J. Blige feat. Big Boi & Carlos Santana Boom Boom Boom Santana's in the room Boom Boom Boom Mary J's…
Maurice Larcange It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Melanie Morgan My man loves me like crazy Ain't scared to tell me…
Miki Howard It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Miss Li It's not that i'm a little jealous woman but sure it's…
Missy Elliott feat. Fantasia Like your name is Missy Elliot My name is Fantasia…
Mona Mur My man don't love me my man don't love me He…
Monica Zetterlund It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Morks Jan It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Mother Superia Redman & KRS-One Hi dear Good morning How your day? Show boob... Hello, prett…
Nellie Lutcher It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Nina Simone My man's gone now Ain't no use a listenin' For his tired…
Oh Mercy ... I'll rip your teeth I'll tear your hair I'll turn your g…
Orchestra My man's gone now Ain't no use a listenin' For his tired…
Oscar Peterson It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Parov Stelar feat. Lightin Hopkins Ain′t it hard to love a woman When that woman Don't love…
Patricia Kaas It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Paul Whiteman Shaking like a leaf on a tree That's coming loose from…
Pearl Bailey It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Peggy Lee It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Pete Fountain It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Qveen Herby Damn, damn Oh, you used to be my man, used to…
Rebecca Ferguson My, it cost me a lot But there's one thing that…
Regina Belle It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Regina Spektor My man don't treat me right Don't kiss me sweet good…
REINDIER My man is a sick man He doesn't want to go…
Rick Ross Creepin through the block, Im looking for my man Niggas wan…
Rick Ross ft Meek Mill Rockie It's all on me, it's Self Made 3 You want the…
Rob Cass Born on the wrong side of the street He lays it…
Rosie Gaines It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
S-One Hi dear Good morning How your day? Show boob... Hello, prett…
Santana Boom Boom Boom Santana's in the room Boom Boom Boom Mary J's…
Santana Feat BIG BOI & Mary J Blige Boom Boom Boom Santana's in the room Boom Boom Boom Mary …
Santana/Big Boi/Mary J. Blige Boom Boom Boom Santana's in the room Boom Boom Boom Mary J's…
Sarah Vaughan It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Scout Niblett I wish that you will find all you need I wish…
Shirley Bassey It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Shirley Horn It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Sick Love I'm a mess I'm a tease I'm a weapon, a deadly disease Keep…
Sik-K One time for my man One time for my fam Another one…
Sonny Rollins It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
T.V. Slim Hey I see you staring at my jacket Like I got…
Tamar Braxton Oh, you let me down I am so confused Stood right by…
Tammy Grimes It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Tammy Wynette My man, understands He holds me in the palm of his…
Teddy Wilson It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Teddy Wilson & Billie Holiday It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Teddy Wilson & His Orchestra It cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Teddy Wilson & His Orchestra; Billie Holiday It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Teddy Wilson & His Orchestra;Billie Holiday It cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Teddy Wilson and his orchestra with Billie Holiday It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
The Girls im gunna wash that man right outta my hair im gunna…
The Glenn Miller Orchestra It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
They Might Be Giants My man Muscles from hand to foot Completely coated in uninte…
Tifa If she a quint mi a quint it betta If she…
Tina Turner He may never be A Big man in this world... Just another…
Tommy Flanagan Trio It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Toni Arden It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Tweet The one thing me and your ex-girl have in common,…
Unnveig Aas When did we last speak Are we at ease? Or…
Valley Queen Don't wanna generalize Insult this life Turn you into a sunn…
Vanessa Bling Nuh bother try tell him nothing bout mi Cause a me…
Various Artists Tonight my head is bowed in sorrow I can't keep the…
Vol. 10 - Ella Fitzgerald My man's gone now Ain't no use a listenin' For his tired…
Vol. 15 - Dinah Shore It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
Yemi Alade (Man, oh, my man) Kranium (Egar) (Egar fire) Yemi Alade Man,…
Yoko Ono My man is the best in the world, He's got the…
Zoot Sims It's cost me a lot But there's one thing that I've…
다비치 You got to be my man, baby I want your…
식케이 (Sik-K) Naam card te shapauna charhde siyaal ni Chaar laavan leli ja…


We have lyrics for these tracks by MercyMe:


A Million Miles Away My imagination Gets me all the time No matter where I look…
Adopted Hallelujah, God has spoken and I know this changes eveything…
Ain't No Rock Ain't no rock, gonna cry in my place as long as…
All Because of This Why do we do the things we do How can we…
All Fall Down Your Word Oh Lord is eternal It stands firm Your faithfuln…
All of Creation Separated until the veil was torn The moment that hope was…
All The Above Stuck in a day Like a runner with no race Are you…
Almost Home Are you disappointed Are you desperate for help You know wha…
Alright If you had a dime for every time it rained On…
Away My imagination Gets me all the time No matter where I look…
Back to You Nobody said it would be easy Nobody said that life's a…
Beautiful Days will come when you don't have the strength When all…
Behold The Lamb Behold the Lamb Behold the Lamb Slain from the foundation …
Best News Ever Some say, "Don't give up" And hope that your good is…
Best Of Me Why would I want to try and meet You half…
Bless Me Indeed My Jesus, I need you now May your grace look my…
Bring the Rain I can count a million times People asking me how I Can…
Burn Baby Burn And do we know exactly who we are We hold the…
Call to Worship I will worship the one who threw the stars to…
Cannot Say Enough What can we say to describe just a glimpse of…
Caught in the Middle I've found a place Where I can finally be a part…
Caught Up In The Middle I've found a place Where I can finally be a part…
Christmas Time Is Here Christmas time is here And happiness and cheer Fun for all, …
Come One Come you who are weary Come you who are strong Take in…
Come One Come All Come you who are weary Come you who are strong Take in…
Come Thou Fount Come Thou Fount of every blessing Tune my heart to sing…
Coming Up to Breathe I'm in way too deep I've forgotten how to swim I can't…
Crazy Why I would I spend my life longing for the…
Crazy Enough Call me crazy but what if we learn To love our…
Dear Younger Me Dear younger me Where do I start If I could tell you…
Do What You Can Said the night wind to the little lamb Do you see…
Don't Give Up On Me Will You find me no matter where I am Will You…
Drummer Boy Come, they told me pa-rum pum pum pum Our newborn King…
Even If They say sometimes you win some Sometimes you lose some And …
Everything Impossible I was taught to be practical in everything I do Holding…
Fall Down Your word, Oh Lord, is eternal it stands firm Your faithfuln…
Finally Home I'm gonna wrap my arms around my daddy's neck And…
Finish What He Started I don't have to know you To know that you will…
Flawless There's got to be more Than going back and forth From doing…
Forever Sing oh sing your adoration To the King our King He's comi…
Free I look around inside these four walls And I can see…
Ghost There's a ghost There's a ghost inside of me Not like those…
Give Us Clean Hands We bow our Hearts We bend our knees Oh Spirit come make…
Gloria Angels we have heard on high Sweetly singing o'er the…
Go Brand new Is that person in the mirror looking back at…
God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen God rest ye merry gentlemen, let nothing you dismay Remember…
God With Us Who are we That You would be mindful of us What do…
Goodbye Ordinary I wonder when we first bought into this So satisfied with…
Gotta Let It Go Brand new Is that person in the mirror looking back at…
Grace Have you ever met those who Keep humming when the song's…
Grace Tells Another Story They say don't waste your time You simply cannot find An oun…
Greater Bring your tired And bring your shame Bring your guilt And b…
Happy Dance Hey, you In the corner shaking in those boots You got one,…
Happy Little Love Song (Verse) Everybody sing a song of love now Raise your voices …
He Is Lord He is Lord, He is Lord He has risen from the…
Hearts Sing Louder (Verse) May our hearts sing louder than our voices Jesus 2x…
Heaven's Here Before I knew, how this all goes Tryin' to get through…
Hello Beautiful No more I quit I've had enough I wasn't made for this To all…
Here Am I On the other side of the world She stands on the…
Here for You Oh we're here to praise you We're here to dance for…
Here With Me I long for your embrace Every single day To meet you in…
Hold Fast To everyone who's hurting To those who've had enough To all …
Hold On Ever have those times When you feel so small On a starry…
Holy and Anointed One Jesus, Jesus, Holy and anointed One, Jesus Jesus, Jesus…
Holy Is the Lord We stand and lift up our hands For the Joy of…
Homesick You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times And…
Hosanna Hosanna, Hosanna Hosanna in the highest Hosanna in the hig…
House of God Welcome to the house of God my friend All are welcome,…
How Great Is Your Love My heart is steadfast of God And I will sing…
Hungry Hungry, I come to You for I know, You satisfy. I am…
I Can Only Imagine I can only imagine what it will be like When I…
I Could Sing Of Your Love Guy: Over the mountains and the sea Your river run…
I Heard the Bells [henry wadsworth longfellow] I heard the bells on Christmas…
I Heard The Bells On Christmas Day I heard the bells on Christmas Day Their old familiar carol…
I Know Where do I begin with what to say I've played this…
I Surrender All Verse 1 All to Jesus I surrender All to Him I freely…
I Worship You I've been walking with a big grin Singing with my eyes…
I Would Die for You And I know that I can find You here Cause…
I'll Be Home For Christmas It's a quarter 'till midnight on Christmas eve And this next…
If I Could Just Sit With You When I can not feel When my wounds don't heal Lord I…
If I Could Just Sit With You Awhile When I can not feel When my wounds don't heal Lord I…
In Christ Alone In Christ alone my hope is found, He is my light,…
In the Air tonight I can feel it coming in the air tonight, O…
In the Blink of an Eye You put me here for a reason You have a mission…
In the Secret In the secret, In the quiet place In the stillness you are…
In You I put my hope in you I lay my life in…
It Came Upon A Midnight Clear It came upon the midnight clear, That glorious song of old,…
It's All Right Whatever life may bring, it's all right I'm a child of…
It's My Joy (Verse) It's my joy to worship You It's my joy to speak…
Jesus Come Quickly (Verse) Jesus come quickly Jesus sing over us Jesus look …
Joseph's Lullaby Go to sleep my Son This manger for your bed You have…
Just As I Am On the other side of the world She stands on the…
Just Like Your Father Believe me when I say You look familiar in a certain…
Keep Singing Another rainy day I can't recall having sunshine on my face …
Keeper of My Heart When the mighty rivers flow I see You With every drop…
King Eternal Verse 1: Unto the King Eternal Unto the Lord Immortal Unt…
Last One Standing Don't you count me Out cause I've fallen Out cause…
Let the River Flow Let the poor man say I am rich again, Let the…
Lifer And now, ladies and gentlemen It ain't like I can just walk…
Little Drummer Boy Come, they told me pa-rum pum pum pum Our newborn King…
Look to the Heavens words: Bart Millard music: Bart Millard chorus We look to …
Lord I Lift Your Name on High Lord I lift Your name on high Lord I love to…
Lost In You I put my hope in you I lay my life in…
Love of God The love of God is greater far Than tongue or pen…
Mercy Is Falling Mercy is falling is falling is falling Mercy it falls like…
Messiah / You're Beautiful I see Your face in every sunrise The colors of the…
Mighty Mighty Wind I lift my hands to feel the breeze A holy presence…
Mighty to Save Everyone needs compassion Love that's never failing Let me…
Million Miles Away My imagination Gets me all the time No matter where I look…
Move I'm not about to give up Because I heard you say There's…
My Glorious The worlds shaking, with the love of God Great and Glorious…
My Heart Will Fly Why this happened I cannot explain Why write the script wit…
Nails in Your Hands [Chorus A] The nails in your hands The nail in your feet, Th…
Never Alone Never Alone It's been one of those days, When everything jus…
Never the Less So tell me what's a man like You doing in…
New Lease On Life Oh Lord have mercy on this weary soul Come and take…
Newborn Hallelujah the newborn has come Hallelujah the newborn has c…
No More No Less I'm not trying to hide anything I wear it on…
O Come O Come O come, O come, Emmanuel And ransom captive Israel That mour…
O Holy Night O holy night the stars are brightly shining It is the…
On My Way to You Almost there, almost where I'm supposed to be It's not all…
On Our Way Oh-oh, oh-oh Oh-oh, oh-oh Oh-oh, oh-oh Ooh-ooh-ooh Can't be…
One Trick Pony I'm a one trick pony if you will I got…
Only Temporary Don't let the situation get to you This is not a…
Only You Remain Only One never having a beginning Only One who reigns when…
Open the Eyes of My Heart Lord Open the eyes of my heart lord Open the eyes of…
Pleased to Meet You i am pleased to meet you help me find a way take…
Psalm 104 (Verse) May the glory of the Lord endure forever May the L…
Psalm 139 You have searched me and you know me You're familiar with…
Rejoice Oh your people are dancing Oh singing and shouting To the on…
Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree Rockin' around the Christmas tree At the Christmas party hop…
Safe and Sound No more boarding up my windows So that I can…
Sanctified Let there be no condemnation For all who are fully known…
Say Amen (Verse) Save us oh Lord our God And gather us from the…
Say I Won Today, it all begins I'm seeing my life for the very…
Shake I just can't believe Where my life was at All that I…
Shine If we're to be the light That shines for all of…
Silent Night Silent night, holy night All is calm, all is bright Round yo…
So Long Self Well, if I come across a little bit distant, it's…
Something About You Where…
Spoken For Take this world from me I don't need it anymore I am…
Stirring There's a stirring deep within me; Could it be my time…
Take My Life Take my life Holiness, holiness....is what I long for Ho…
Take The Time You can turn around and walk away Tell yourself there’s noth…
Ten Simple Rules Here's a little tune You'll be happy to know Keep it close…
Thank You For all that You've done, I will thank You For all…
The Change Inside Of Me Pardon me If I've been acting strange I haven't been myself …
The First Time Day after day I try to explain You Like I can contain…
The Generous Mr. Lovewell He wakes up every day the same Believing he's gonna make…
The Hurt Why? The question that is never far away The healing doesn't…
The Love of God The love of God is greater far Than tongue or pen…
The Only One words: Mike Scheuchzer and Bart Millard music: Mike Scheuch…
The Promise I love you And I will never leave you Nor forsake you And…
Then Christ Came Like a soldier with no armor In the middle of the…
There Now's the time Let the redeemed celebrate If you know what…
There Is a Fountain here is a fountain filled with blood Drawn from Immanuel's v…
There's A Reason Now's the time Let the redeemed celebrate If you know what I…
This Life This is not my home (This is not my space) This is…
This so Called Love I can be there for you when it can't get…
Time Has Come There is a season for everything There is a reason for…
To Not Worship You I've been walking with a big grin Singing with my eyes…




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@dragonflyy000

MercyMe is probably my favorite Christian band. The lyrics they write just seem to reach out & touch your soul. Tonight's the 1st time hearing this, and just like most the others, they seem to know exactly what I'm going thru. Its after midnight where I live in the US, so its officially Wed, May 26th. 29yrs ago at this very time, I was holding my newborn babyboy. He was my 2nd child, but he was the only biological child for my husband & I. We were right in the middle of my oldest being adopted by my husband. He was a beautiful baby, strawberry blonde hair and bright blue eyes, that sparkled more the older he got. My boys were "Irish twins" which means born in same 12 month period. My oldest was born in June 91, and this baby made his appearance May 92. 11 months & 13 days to be exact. Whew that was rough on this ol gal, who was alot younger then, but still- 2 babies under 2 is not always easy to manage! But we made the best of it, and thankfully when hubby got off work, he'd give me a lil break, then still helped after my break was over. We were not rich by any means, but we were making it work and had a pretty good life for many yrs.
Unfortunately, life can flip upside down on us, and eventually my USAF Vietnam Vet husband's drinking became more than just a few beers. And it ended up being huge issue in our marriage & family life. He always went to work, he drank at home not out at bars every night, he was not mean, never abuseful, never laid a hand on me. He just became VERY STUPID. He didn't even drink every night, but the nights he did, he couldn't just have a 6-pack and be good. No, he had to drink the whole case. He was a good man sober, but I simply could not take the nights of stupidity anymore. So in 07 we were divorced. Boys were 14 & 15 I believe....but it mostly affected our youngest. He was very upset and even cried tears over us splitting up. It tore me up bc my husband didn't want the divorce, it was all me. Things went along, we co-parented excellent bc we didn't have nasty divorce, we actually still cared for each other, but there was still the issue with the bottle. Slowly but surely, God worked on his heart, and all on his own, he slowed down, didn't drink when boys were with him, and eventually he just walked completely away from it and hasnt had a drink since. Can't tell you how proud we were (and still are!) of him! So, as God would have it, we fell back in love, more than ever & got remarried 3yrs later. To say how thrilled our boys were--- especially our youngest, you'd have thought he hit the lottery! We were one extremely blessed & happy family! We had a couple good years, by then boys graduated hs. Oldest had his plans figured out, youngest still undecided. Military or college... well that decision ended up being made for him bc due to very bad high school football injury which required surgery, with a steel rod being put in left leg, he was turned down by military. He was bummed for awhile but knew he'd figure out plan b. He had a good job, still lived at home while he considered what to do with rest of his life when plan b came along in the form of a girlfriend. Not one who had much dating experiences, he fell hard, and apparently she did too. Then, it happened. Several months later,, Next thing I know is-- Mom! You're going to be a Grandma!! They were on cloud 9, and I admit, my heart was too, but my head knew they were no way prepared for this. But our son was proudful, stepped right up to the plate, like a man in his position should do. He got a better job, with great benefits. Found them a cute 3bedroom house to rent... we helped them furnishing it with some new but most 2nd hand things or hand-me-downs. They handled decorating nursery themselves. They had it all figured out- he'd work, 2nd shift is where all new hires begin, she'd stay home with baby, finish college, then they'd get married. Our precious lil grandson was born, she allowed me to be in the room with her mom & my son. It was BEST day of my life, except the days they were born. Completely back on cloud 9- they were totally head over heals in love with this baby! It was so adorable watching "my baby" hold his own newborn. Felt my heart was complete. Until it wasn't. For all of 8 months- life was fabulous.
8 months. Such a short time. But, without letting anyone know, schoolwork & a newborn was not enough to keep Mommy happy while Daddyvwas working all the OT offered to him. She got lonely. Theres a hundred ways to fill your time and she chose the worst - the comfort of another man. She's never admitted how long the affair went on, but one night when he got home from work at 2am and she & the baby were not home, he knew. In his heart he knew the truth. He came to our house, he was upset, but said nothing other than they were having a lil tiff. He was always able to talk to me about things, why that day he didnt- will haunt me forever. We ran a few errands, he said he felt better & was gonna go meet some buddies to play basketball. We weren't that concerned, all couples have tiffs, I told him to give her a lil time and all would be well. I had no way of knowing what he knew. I had no way of knowing that would be the last time I saw him. He vanished into thin air. Gone, missing. Car was at home, locked up, his house locked up and he was no where to be found. Didn't answer my calls or texts. This was all on a Sunday. Monday we arrived at his workplace bc we knew, like his dad, he never missed work. When he didnt show up, and we talked to HR and he also didn't call in sick, we suddenly had pits in our stomach & lumps in our throats. We knew this was NOT LIKE HIM. #1 he would never take off for any reason & not tell me. Never. So those feelings of fear lasted 112 days, roughly 4 1/2 months, until his "remains" were found in some woods where a hunter stumbled across his body. We were in total disbelief, NOOOO!!!! NOT OUR BABY!!!!! But it was. It was our baby. With remains (I hate that word now) unviewable. Ironically, he died on a Sunday and was found on a Sunday. The saddest part was he was found the day of his son's 1st bday. I just couldn't understand why God allowed all this to happen, for this sweet 8month old baby to lose his daddy, at only 21yrs old. Still a baby in my eyes.
God has carried me thru the deepest valley of grief I've ever known. And today, even thobits been 8yrs, my heart physically aches for him and for how cheated we all are. Especially now this 8yr old lil boy, a twin to his daddy, looks exactly like him. He's such a joy to be around and we feel so blessed to have the best part of our son to live on!
My goodness! Forgive me for such a longggg post. I doubt many will read it, if anyone at all. But guess I needed to get it out, and this song, this day, just makes it seem like yesterday in one way, andvin other ways, like its been 100yrs. I miss him so terribly. So does his Dad. At least he did get to witness his parents fall back in love. But he took such a big piece of our hearts with him, we'll never be the same. But by the grace of God-- we still can laugh, have fun, look back on memories and pictures without breaking down in tears. Never thought we'd do that again. But our grandson needs us, and we are here for him. We tell him funny stories, show him tons of pics, so he'll know how very much his daddy loved him, and what a wonderful guy he was. As long as there's a breath in me, he'll never be forgotten.
Missing & Loving You Always 🧡
🌟Jordan's Mom🌟
1992-2013
IF anyone reads all this, GOD BLESS YOU!!! I did not mean to tell my entire life story, but Thank you for reading it! ❤



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@evgeniygubanov8884

I was in prison when I first heard this awesome song. I had 8 months to go, this song made it much easier to finish my sentence because we are almost home. One day we all be home with our LORD JESUS CHRIST! May God bless you and your loved ones!

@elizabethsmart3705

I hope today is a good day for you... ♡ ... YOU Can do this *

@ghents565

God bless you. Prayers you are doing well. You got this.

@jaykay4766

God Bless you BROTHER! You found Him and you will never bee lost again!

@evgeniygubanov8884

@@jaykay4766 Amen!

@evgeniygubanov8884

@@elizabethsmart3705 Thank you. I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHEN ME! Amen!

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@Gzus1Luv

Focus on Jesus and not your circumstances, He will never let you down!! Amen!! If you believe hit the like button...Have a blessed day!!

@timsharpe6652

Easy said and done when things are easy but when your at your lowest ebb , and stuck in circumstances that you don't have control or say in then you really know if you love Christ or just Christ when your blessed (which would be like a false convert ) . Easy to preach unless you've lived it / living it 👍

@adrievanthof7321

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@benedictuspontoh1416

Amen 😇🙏

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