Disorder
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8 Foot Sativa Dehumanised. Brainwashed. Desensitised We rape the earth. C…
8.1 energy made this one Alright I'm talking to a lame, I'm like…
A Life Divided Fallen from almighty hands I'm flying through the mist of ev…
A.N.R.i. Send my regards, to their counterparts, scared of their own…
Abandoned Some say I betray and lie Yes, they are right HA…
B.O.T.OX Send my regards, to their counterparts, scared of their own…
Bernard Albrecht/Bernard Sumner/Ian Curtis/Joy Division/Peter Hook/Stephen Morris I've been waiting for a guide to come and take…
Chiasm Time enters space Now is erased Drugs rape the mind Kills al…
Dr. Peacock & N-Vitral Conversion, software version seven point ou Looking at life …

Dweller I have a stain upon myself A distant thought of what…
E-Force [Lyrics & Music: Bryan Donahue - Eric Forrrest] You Felt …
Elza Kanzaki In disorder, nothing is worth nor lasts Open and strain your…
Eternal Journey I Fly low So close to the ground I cannot see the…
Freak Slug I've been waiting for a guide to come And take me…
FyKe All the voices shout together When I’m still awake Oh,…
Goldfinger My little story's Growing way too long I've had to suffer En…
Helalyn Flowers Again, againI've tried to reach my other me in a…
Ice T War!!! Our government is fucked Sure to bring us down The …
Ice-T/Slayer War!!! Our government is fucked Sure to bring us down …
Isaac Delusion Natural laws are born and raised in disorder (in disorder) N…
Ituana I've been waiting for a guide to come And take me…
Jay Robinson Not really down for hidin' I'm not really much for cryin'…
Joy Division I've been waiting for a guide to come and take…
K.A.L.I.L. Aye this track right here nigga Heh, it's on a whole…
King Dean We are wasted, so fucking wasted Where have you been my…
Kronik False religion; dirt, brainwash, enemy, crooked, paranoia …
LIVING ROOM - Joy Division I've been waiting for a guide to come and take…
Luz 男は決まって綺麗に終わらせようとする寂しくなったら自分勝手に戻るため別れの時の大ゲンカなんて無かったように「ま…
M.O.L. Obsessive compulsive disorder If i earned a quarter For ever…
Maddison I've seen better days These hands around my neck Taking my y…
Mallavora Disorder It's taking over It's in your head he said You seem…
Max Diaz I've been waiting for a guide to come and take…
Meatbodies Stuck inside here baby Don′t know what to do I see no…
Metralion I can't understand why this happens Impulsive attitudes or m…
Miguel Montalban Look at all what we've left At the other side of…
Moonwatch You dissolve On the floorboards Open up Where you're broken …
Morning Here she is again The drama queen inside of me Next time…
Mr. Mau I've been putting in this pain since a Youngin Can't imagine…
N-Cyde 12. DISORDER There's a party in my brain And it feels like…
Ofln - Joy Division I've been waiting for a guide to come and take…
Owlle So tired Steep in the dark You've shown me the way And I…
Oxytoxin I've spent a long time Thinking all about the crimes that…
Palace Music It's Lisa, or Laura, I know not her real name Which…
Peter Hook and The Light I've been waiting for a guide to come and take…
POLYSICS I'm going out of my mind Even can't get my feet…
Puzzles to Pieces Seeing eye of the beholder Won't you move in, come closer In…
R. Fellini Send my regards, to their counterparts, scared of their own…
Riot Ohh they said times were a dark On the tv this…
RKCB Even though beneath it all, I know I'm going to…
S.N.F. 12. DISORDER There's a party in my brain And it feels like…
s.u.a.n SAD! SAD! SAD! Seasonal affective disorder Seasonal affec…
Scotty Seed I've been waiting for a guide to come and take…
Slayer War!!! Our government is fucked Sure to bring us down The …
Slayer & Ice T War!!! Our government is fucked Sure to bring us down …
Slayer & Ice-T War!!! Our government is fucked Sure to bring us down The …
Slayer & Ice-T/Slayer & Ice-T War!!! Our government is fucked Sure to bring us down …
Slayer & Ice‐T War!!! Our government is fucked Sure to bring us down The …
Slayer;Ice-T War!!! Our government is fucked Sure to bring us down …
T4EVS Broke bitches touch a couple bands don't know how ta…
Terminal Serious Disorder Violent hater Disorder Stubborn walker There is no…
The Beautiful Monument I, I've blocked it out the key to life And in…
The Eternal Journey Project I Fly low So close to the ground I cannot see the…
The Exploited Disorder here cause you're fucked Wait it out Those dirty…
The Hoax 아무리 힘들어도 그랬음 안됐어 내말이 틀렸어도 돌아봤음 했어 안간힘 써봐도 넌 저…
The Narrator Do you see me lying on the bedroom floor Devil's knocking…
Third Eye Blind I've been waiting for a guide to come and take…
Tribe Society Hey, livin' the dream Nothin' is real in a dream Make out…
Vitamin X Played at Chicago fest It was a fucking blast Crazy crowd,…
Vitamjn I keep that burner I′m burning yo flesh I wanna murder I put…
Will Oldham It's Lisa, or Laura, I know not her real name Which…
x-killer Television girl you can read my mind I turn you on…

¿ìÀÖ·ÖÁÑ(Joy Division) I've been waiting for a guide to come and take…

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@MedCircle

5y↑2K

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@shaktizoom5236

5y↑42

At 52:00 she says a husband didn’t know that his wife had DID. How is that possible? 🤔 If personalities are not under her control, Im sure the wives alters would have come out at some point during their relationship- so how come he didnt know.

@shaktizoom5236

5y↑15

MedCircle At 52:00 she says a husband didn’t know that his wife had DID. How is that possible? 🤔 If personalities are not under her control, Im sure the wives alters would have come out at some point during their relationship- so how come he didnt know.

@douglasvincent5925

5y↑60

@Shakti Zoom As someone who has DID, I can tell you that the differences between alters are usually not as glaringly obvious as they are in movies and TV shows about DID. This disorder is a coping mechanism that develops to protect a person's mind, and as such, part of that protection involves hiding the fact that there is anything "wrong". We become very good at hiding, and often, many DID people don't even realize that they have it until they are an adult. We first realized that we were multiple when we were 18, even though our first split happened when we were 4 years old. So, if we can even hide it from ourselves, it's not difficult to see how a wife could hide it from her husband. That said, I would not recommend for anyone who has DID to purposely hide it from their spouse. We made sure that our now-wife knew about our DID before we asked her to marry us. If this is someone that you love enough to want to spend the rest of your life with, you should feel comfortable enough to share any secret with them, especially one that is that impactful on your life and theirs. I'm not saying this to judge anyone who has kept it a secret, just giving some friendly advice that it's better to be open with your spouse about it. If they truly love you, they will not judge you about it. I hope this helps you to understand better. Take care, Leyna of the Doug Vincent system

@Vicky-kh8ns

5y↑3

MedCircle ii

@mecooper1755

5y↑12

If your admitting to have episodes of amnesia when you were growing up..who told you the names of and about the personalities??

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@devinmoran59

5y↑18.3K

My mother had this disorder and when she passed I felt like I lost a mother a sister and a daughter all at once. She was my best friend.

@brokennoodle8731

5y↑819

Devin Moran im so sorry. Passed away is one of my biggest fears bc i know that my whole system will too. And its terrifying to know that.

@cosmikskeptik9877

5y↑201

This made me smile!
Sorry for your loss

@Johannarori

5y↑216

So sorry for your loss! But I gotta say just today I went on a youtube video spree about DID and to me thats so interesting to think about tho that they can be so many things to others!

@lorensherrera4799

5y↑43

Sorry for your lost!

@bahed7242

5y↑21

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@danakinsey5814

1y↑957

I went to rehab years ago with a girl who had this and was was severely sexually abused by her father. One of her personalities was a little girl, and it was interesting to witness the switch but so heartbreaking. I only saw it one time but her entire demeanor changed. I still think about her sometimes and pray she’s doing well today, wherever she is.

@peacelovehappiinesss

1y↑16

Sometimes I turn into 5 year old I can't help it.😢

@danakinsey5814

1y↑20

@Emilee Rubin it’s ok mama! Your feelings are valid and I’ll be thinking of you 💖

@peacelovehappiinesss

1y↑16

Thank u same to u its just crazy I used to be so social then after PTSD now I isolate -_-

@danakinsey5814

1y↑24

@Emilee Rubin oh my gosh, I get that one thousand percent. I was a social butterfly before, now I’ve unintentionally ghosted almost all of my friends. I have 600+ unread texts right now because my brain sees them as a threat. You’re not alone.

@peacelovehappiinesss

1y↑2

600 wow not me

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@sambanuat3771

1y↑594

The mind is so powerful! Her brain protected her by storing those awful memories, and not living through them in the moment by giving them to someone else. That is one strong-ass woman right there! Proud of you sister, for empowering and harnessing the magic of our brain to help you live- not hinder. As well as sharing your story. You’re not crazy, you have an amazing ability for resilience.

@blazednlovinit

1y↑3

A very big place in a very small space :)

@hggfhh4449

43w

Doesn't she still have to get rid of that deasies tho?.

@bobsmith-ji2uh

38w↑1

You really buy this? She split her psyche and can go back and forth at will?

@Max-zz7ol

31w↑3

@@bobsmith-ji2uhit's not necessarily at will, and DID is a recognised disorder that many people experience, she is not making it up on the spot

@bobsmith-ji2uh

31w

@@Max-zz7ol I disagree. I think it’s nonsense.

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@MT-tw6rh

48w↑152

My partner who recently passed away with cancer had undiagnosed DID . There are so many similarities here . I lived with her and knew her for 17 yrs. Living together with her these alters were daily. They were a part of our relationship always. Some were children, many adults, spirit guides, dogs. Even groups of individuals such as a collective board. This also brought on other behaviors' including bad hoarding was a difficult time constantly but you love who you love.

@KackieJennedy

41w↑3

Have you ever attempted to discover what was behind their disorder?
"You love who you love" sounds kinda like abandonment.

@callygator1

41w

Wow this reminds me of channelling. They act the same as when a being is channelled through a medium

@wretchedsinnerRighteousSavior

39w

@@callygator1Because they're being controlled by demons. It's the same thing manifesting differently.

@newstartalltheway

37w↑3

I'm sorry for your loss of your partner. It sounds like they were very special to you.

@m_christine1070

35w

I'm so sorry

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@KillerMagick

1y↑234

I’ve suffered from DID since I was 7 years old, and it isn’t easy living with the amnesia part of it all, and it’s a very scary thing to experience. I’m now 51 and I still struggle a lot trying to figure it all out. Thank you for sharing your experience Encina, it gives me hope that I can one day become better at dealing with DID. ❤

@roseyannette2030

1y↑5

May you find peace, happiness and tranquility within, I pray you have a good professional to help you do so. Sending all of you good vibes, peace and warm cyber ((HUGS)).

@ashwinidivakar9437

45w↑1

You can and you will❤

@Ghostlynoodles

42w↑3

Damn- I’ve suffered from DID ever since I was 7 too! Honestly the weird thing about it is that I don’t know how my alters formed, or when they showed up. I just assume that they came when I was 7 since that’s when I started “acting up.” I’m so sorry that you had to go through this for SO LONG. I’m only a teenager and having to deal with this for about 6 years is bad enough for me, so seeing someone else have to go through this about 1937x longer (exaggeration yes yes) is.. wow.

@faithlessfate

41w↑5

I have had DID my whole life, since 2. Im extremely impressed with this interview, and for once I feel seen.

@dieamartyr127

40w↑5

I saw a case where a woman communicated with her alters in a notepad and that's how she was able to fill in her lost time segments.

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@FlowerPower1000

1y↑201

To Encina, Minnie and the rest of the system, this is such a brave thing to do for the rest of us, thank you very much!
This is greatly appreciated, you are adorable ♥️

@selinaogorman8380

30w

They sure all are adorable they are it’s incredible they are beautiful beings! I adore them.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@kimmidoll123

4y↑16.5K

What the human mind does in order to protect itself is simply incredible.

@ashrafabdullah1717

4y↑285

Its incredible, isnt it?

@sallyraidersassa415

4y↑106

It truly is

@afnanlinjawi785

4y↑261

@lc 4life yeah but the body had to protect itself. He was a child. The only thing in his control is himself. And he dealt with it within his means

@afnanlinjawi785

4y↑135

It even shows you that human nature knows what's right. We can theorize about what's right and wrong but most of us don't operate on the subconscious level. Those who go through moments of being taken by the subconscious, they come out of it with no choice but to accept what they're subconscious has done. No choice.

@jesusisoursavior5861

4y↑6

@Afnan Linjawi this was interesting can you elaborate some more?

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@sierramckay142

2y↑549

Minnie is absolutely adorable. Shoutout to anyone who is diagnosed with this. You’re powerful and remember you’re awesome. Ensina you’re amazing ❤️

@DemonratsRevil

1y↑1

Mental illness is NOT a super power. It’s a crippling disorder and it’s high time we stop pretending any mental illness is a blessing.

@sierramckay142

1y↑10

@TG I have a mental illness. I am diagnosed with autism, PTSD, depression and anxiety. I want people to know that no matter what they are going through, we are powerful enough to get through it. I believe Jesus is with every single one of us. I totally get where you are coming from though and thank you for sharing your opinion. I just want people to not feel ashamed of what illness they have because we are human and we have our own problems and we have the strength to get through anything. God only gives us what we can handle❤️❤️

@sierramckay142

1y↑8

I know mental health isn’t a blessing because I live with it everyday

@justyce_yt

1y↑9

@Sierra Mckay Mental health/illness is "blursed" in a way. Blessing and a curse. In a way, it's a curse turned blessing. I really enjoyed your comment and the replies. Keep being amazing 🥰

@sierramckay142

1y↑2

@RoleplayJustyce aw thank you! I really appreciate that! Same to you. You’re really awesome!

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@lexisnep525

27w↑24

For the interviewer to get to speak to a little like Minnie in this way shows an INCREDIBLE amount of trust from the system being interviewed. This interviewer did a phenomenal job of building trust in a gentle and supportive way, and this is EXACTLY how you should treat someone with DID when discussing it. Show this to anyone who claims it isn't real-- because you can plainly see and understand how real it is just in this video.

@karenyoung2526

1y↑290

This was so moving to watch. Its also worth giving 'Maladaptive daydreaming' a mention as that's also another form of disassociation. I created a whole new 'world' as a disassociation from childhood trauma. It's very real and can continue into adult life.

@lj6079

1y↑22

Never heard of this but I did create my whole world from the age of about 13, 14 to around early twenties. Later I used to drift in and out of this state. Finally came out of it around the age of 40. Thought it was just me being a stranger daydreamer

@zylavolkman9512

1y↑11

I created a world with my own personalities and they stay in my head and can also effect my mood like hanging out with different people can effect your mood.

@JustAnotherBuckyLover

1y↑19

Everyone dissociates (even regular daydreaming, or that moment when you are driving and suddenly find you've reached your destination without remembering the journey - those are both forms of dissociating too). It only becomes an issue when it's happening regularly enough to cause practical issues, or is associated with emotional distress etc. PTSD and BPD are both disorders that also have dissociative aspects too. And anyone can dissociate under enough stress, at any age. DID is just one extreme end of that, and I wish more people understood that dissociating itself isn't rare, not even slightly.

@robinlieske2340

46w↑8

Yes. I dissociated for years that way without having any idea there was a problem with it or that it was a coping technique.

@Maiasatara

43w↑1

I wonder - if Maladaptive Daydreaming was the official name for DID, would more people better understand/accept it? MD keeps the aspect of a person choosing to embody an alternate reality, which would be a 100% understandable thing for a trauma survivor to do.

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@lindahannah3965

1y↑94

Bless her for being able to open up and talk about your trauma. It's still really hard to talk about my child hood trauma.

@aldede5448

42w

She is faking DID. Its been proven. Sorry

@useraccount1582

42w↑6

@@aldede5448 go to bed

@HenriettaTheGoth666

39w

@@aldede5448science degree needed from you, random internet person with no credentials, I can guarantee.

@jensopink7240

31w

@@aldede5448how?

@selinaogorman8380

30w↑1

She is incredible I love her for being so open and honest she is really impacting people like me!❤️❤️❤️❤️

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@koolkel00

2y↑201

Meeting Minnie was amazing and not at all how they make it out to be in the movies. Once you get used to the idea that a child's voice is coming out of an adults body, it literally just seems like you're talking to a really sweet 3 year old little girl. Like her mannerisms and speech patterns are identical to any little kid. That's really amazing and not scary at all! I really appreciate getting to meet her, it was a very eye opening experience

@margaretmacharia7330

47w↑10

that is a demonic expression and the only way out of this is to be a very strong believer of the word of God but if someone does not recognize that the spirit of a child lives inside her and enjoys this. its amazing but at the same time she need Jesus to be free form these spirits, Plead the blood of Jesus and the holy spirit can help her

@HenriettaTheGoth666

39w↑26

@@margaretmacharia7330you did not just say this unironically…

@jenniferlaynemusic

37w

@@margaretmacharia7330I am a spiritual person, but being spiritual should not cut one off from understanding science. Definitely, a healthy non-toxic spirituality can help anybody regardless of their condition or lack thereof. But when your spirituality cuts you off from reality, we have a problem. This is not a case of possession or spirits. Though those may exist, this is not that. I suggest you find a PhD medical doctor or fully licensed psychiatrist that belongs to your own faith in order to actually understand this condition before spreading stigma and fear. Though you are trying to help, you are doing a disservice to others, to yourself, and to your religion making comments such as these without education on the matter.

@despaiirx5487

34w↑3

@@margaretmacharia7330You remind me of my father

@dianengako4304

34w↑1

@@HenriettaTheGoth666yeah, haha. That’s their system of belief. We all believe in different things to try to make an explore for this world. Yours may be science, but theirs is spirituality :)

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@simplyme8593

5y↑5.9K

I feel so much anger for those monsters who abuse children and they harm so badly their psyche 😤

@k.hendrickson8735

5y↑35

I don't know why that statement didn't get 1000 thumbs up???

@Junnluvvr

5y↑11

They are psycho but what does that have to do with the video

@Naccarat

5y↑143

@Meg Hamer Pedophiles are far from the only ones harming children... and they are very rare. Oftentimes, parents are the ones responsible. And it's an unfortunate, common occurrence that parents 'brainwash' their kids or cause harm to their psyche.

@simplyme8593

5y↑82

@Naccarat exactly. It's not only paedophiles. Many ways a parent can harm the child so badly. An example, if the parents has NPD.

@whoswho2215

5y↑15

@Meg Hamer
Yeah becouse women can't be.......

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@willynanney

2y↑153

As someone who battles manic depression this is extremely similar as what it feels like. Obviously, I'm not dealing with multiple personalities but I have trouble remembering things. I can feel when I am about to switch into mania and psychosis. It sucks.

@Andinzre

2y↑1

Same here

@reirogers4760

ikr

@ninaswift6979

It is a very weird space to be in.

@mattrinehart9348

Can phycosis change the way the world looks and decline your mental for the time being ?

@swimmarfishy

1y↑8

Willy, my heart goes out to you. BPD is so rough. "Manic Depression,' or Bipolar Disorder, can have many features of dissociation - while I myself don't yet see the distinct pathology or diagnostic differences between DID and borderline personality disorder, or other disorders such as one of the BPD's, I believe that DID is more like what Karen Young mentioned - Maladaptive Daydreaming - while I don't discount the existence of DID I do feel, based on studies, that there is more of a Borderline Personality/Maladaptive Daydreaming/BPD connection to what is happening than to true splitting of the personality - Maladaptive Daydreaming is a great one to look into if anyone is interested in learning more - not so much that there are literally different personalities, but that memories have fragmented as a result of trauma that a child couldn't believe was happening to them at an age when imaginary friends often manifest, resulting in the child believing it happened to that 'friend' rather than themselves. Really interesting stuff, but nobody should ever feel 'crazy' for that which hasn't been fully explained!

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@PistolCrystal2014

45w↑51

Childhood trauma has caused me tons of issues with dissociation I have issues remembering childhood and finding the trauma in order to deal with it and heal from it. Being an abuse survivor and recovering addict ive learned all these things correlate and go hand in hand with childhood mental illness. Bless her heart I know DID has to be so hard! I'm diagnosed with 6 mental disorders life is so hard! Praying for everyone dealing with this or any other mental disorders as well.

@dara3345

44w↑6

Send you also extra love and mental support! Stay strong, I wish you all the best! ❤

@debracramer1251

42w↑5

All you people out there in the world that have DID; I want you to know God loves you and even though he allowed people to sin and hurt/abuse you; he will be there to help you get through your life. God gave us a will to choose to do right or wrong, so he allows people to do wrong for now, but if they don't confess and ask for forgiveness from God through Jesus free gift of pardon, then they will pay for abusing people in hell one day when they draw their last earthly breath.

@septicshock1018

17w

@@debracramer1251 Telling survivors "your abusers can still repent even though they mentally, physically, and sexually abused you" isn't very comforting, unfortunately. Many of these abusers already WERE religious

@ciacc4110

31w↑13

She’s been so brave and honest. Hoping more people will understand DID better. We are not crazy.we are not making things up. We are the victims if people knows better how DID happens. I’m not as brave as she is. I’m just felt hopeless and scared. I pushed people out of my world to keep myself and others safe. Talking to my alters always had me crying. I’m no longer sure about things,people, and incidents around me. I didn’t meet my alters, but we speaks.it’s people around me,waking up in weird places,the mess around myself,things I’ve done and I have no recollection of it. She’s right,we think about dying everyday but we don’t plan it. Being friends with two of the alters made me feel kind of safe or peace. There’s no medication or cure to it. But I believe we can be happier and get more knowledgeable about it when we face our alters bravely. Bless all the people with DID. The helplessness we had constantly, the pain of having people running away from us after knowing it, the longing for understanding and acceptance from people, finding love is just something so impossible. We are held accountable for a lot of time that we have no memory of it. Honestly I don’t know what can be worse. We may find some peace within ourselves when we embrace the alters. In reality , we are not given any kindness and understanding.

@TofuTeo

29w

I 100% believe you and I'm aware of how DID is often linked to ritual abuse and child sex trafficking. The abusers who intentionally create DID in children are evil. I'm joining you in blessing all the people with DID. Have you heard of Alison Miller, the pyschologist? She has a book written for survivors called "Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse'. It can be a triggering and dangerous read for survivors who have parts programmed into them for self-harm/suicide, so listen to your intuition about when to read this, or who to read this with. Lastly, I think it's perfectly okay to have alters -- you don't need to be a singular; you can thrive as a multiple, and I think that's perfectly normal given what you went through. You can be healed and multiple. Allow yourself that freedom and grace. <3

@samanthad708

1y↑64

I can’t fathom what this woman experiences dealing with more than one personality. To me in my mind it would seem so terrifying! This is fascinating to hear her in what she experiences and explains to the best of her ability of what it’s like. She seems like a sweet and smart woman. Love this channel!

@zoeyzi1234

2y↑150

Generational sadistic abuse is where most of my trauma came from.
The older I get the more I started to notice alters and remember abuse and who my abusers were

@profhortsunlover1536

being battered by parents creates serial killers fr
most parents aren't parent material
forced birth is killing us

@sanchezhandymen3444

1y↑17

It must be hard to experience that, may you find peace at the end of that healing journey.

@candicehight111

1y↑5

Same

@claudianavarro9708

5y↑2.9K

My son's girlfriend has DID and we are just learning about it. I knew something was different when she would start talking like a little girl and calls me mommy. When she's a different personality which I believe it's her, she calls me Mom. I met her actual mom and she seemed very cold, and rigid so I'm not sure what exactly happened to her. It just breaks my heart, the thought of someone hurting her as a little child. She spent a few days with us, and she was very calm and didn't call me Mommy but I believe she just feels safe here in our home. At least that's the vibe I get.

@liftheart84

5y↑422

You are a blessing to accept this. It is wonderful that you did not turn your back on her AND that you even tried to speculate what her real mom is like. It seems you are very caring & interested in the root of where she is now. She is lucky to have come into the presence of you rather than someone who would reject her. It is tough not to reject what we can't inderstand.

@nn_1298

5y↑69

claudia navarro you are a angel! Love her!

@Chakrasonfleek

5y↑101

That is so lovely, it speaks volumes of the type of person you are.

@jpugh100

claudia navarro tWas

@anacarol948

5y↑45

The world needs more people like you!

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@cindybriden372

1y↑194

Fascinating!! Thank you to MedCircle, Encina and Minnie for being here today.

@lydiaboll2872

1y↑1

Minnie is her name.

@cindybriden372

@Lydia Boll Thankyou. I corrected it.

@joeminor15

1y↑1

What about the others?! 😉

@rofinatheirin9929

1y↑209

Encina is amazing, I feel so safe watching and listening to her...

@j.l.wilson9038

1y↑1

Lol

@mommawolf9653

@Wendy Green lmao. Righr

@leahachase

1y↑8

@Momma Wolf because she seems calm and friendly???? tf is wrong with y’all

@mommawolf9653

1y↑2

@Joel Chase I meant my comment to sarcastic. I don't feel like any adult talking and acting like a baby is comforting.

@leahachase

1y↑3

@Momma Wolf okay and? we were talking about encina, not minnie.

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@bertakeller8533

1y↑76

I have DID and also dissociative fague. My life that dont and never felt real had been really bad because I was misdiagnosed for so many years out here in this small town I live in. Im 61 years old now and just being diagnosed with DID after being evaluated again after 30 years. I also went for a second opinion and got the same diagnosis. My life has been hiding me from people and family also. I been just labeled crazy all my life. I just want to live what life I have left learning to touch my children, grandchildren, my great grandkids and they feel real to me. I am so happy to find your video and hear your experience with DID. You have helped me today. Thank you so much.

@kerryfinn1869

1y↑3

💜

@bertakeller8533

1y↑3

🧡

@krissyp7219

1y↑5

Yes! May your golden years be full of joy as you love your family and watch them grow. Blessings to you, dear one.

@fanfiction8106

2y↑54

I was diagnosed with DID about two years ago and what Encina is saying completely resonates with me. I have such a hard time explaining this to people and have only really told a very close friend, my mom, my brother, and his girlfriend (the latter two only because they live with me). Her examples are completely spot on and there were times I was like "oh my gosh, that's exactly it" and I'm taking a few clips from this to talk to my therapist so I can better explain what's going on.
Also, I have a younger personality as well who goes by 'Mikey.' I'm still in the process of naming and getting to know my personalities. There are at least seven that I'm aware of, but only two have been very 'known' and come out on an almost daily basis. Also, my therapist and I are both learning new things about the disorder every week. That being said, 'Mikey' and 'Jay' are almost just like her 'Minnie' and 'Devin.' Mine aren't male personalities, they're gender fluid even though my body is female. But I refer to them as being 'he/him' because my therapist and I use picture cards to help me get a visual of them and these two personalities happened to have men on their cards.
The other thing to note about my trauma is that I only had one (safe) thing to help me at the time; superheroes on Saturday morning cartoons. Specifically Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. So when my personalities were forming, they took on similar roles to those of the TMNT boys. So 'Mikey' is like 'Minnie' in that 'he' is very energetic and happy and loves superheroes and pizza and watching cartoons and helping me feel better after a long day. 'Jay', on the other hand, is like 'Devin' in that 'he' protects 'Mikey' (or, really, all of us). 'He's' he one who's confrontational and stands up for me in difficult situations where I would normally just let it go and cry in a corner. Fun fact: 'He's' actually the only personality I have that's capable of feeling anger but usually only shows it when I'm driving. (I am a very angry driver and that's the only time I get angry unless I'm protecting one of my 'parts' or someone else I care about.) In case you can't tell- 'Jay' is based off of 'Raphael'. 'He' was later named 'Jay' because the TMNT boys closely relate to Batman's Robins and 'Jay' is short for 'Jason'. As in Todd.
All of this being said, Encina is absolutely spot on in exactly what DID is and how it feels to experience it- at least from my experience. Another thing I related with in the video that I want to touch on because it came up recently in my life is that one personality may suffer from something while another may not. With her, it was gluten. With my parts, some have disorders while others don't. Such as, 'Mikey' is perfectly fine and content and loves having conversations and getting to know people. He's incredibly social and always smiling. Whereas another personality I have (who is currently going by 'Sorry') has EXTREME (almost crippling) social anxiety and will break into tears if anyone speaks to her, or even if anyone looks at her the wrong way. So...usually 'Mikey' is the one ordering food at restaurants- which is fine because we end up getting something sweet and delicious. However, 'Todo' (my 'get it done'/mature personality) would prefer that we have something healthy.
But who wants healthy when you can have a milkshake, right?

@bronte9389

2y↑6

Stay strong 💕🌹💕

@puffynoodle5997

1y↑5

I am absolutely fascinated with this disorder and would love to learn more. I hope all of you is doing well. ❤️

@eliotasterforrest5026

1y↑2

My partner and soul mate has DID and on their worst days it's incredibly hard for both of us. I hope I can do right by them. If there's any way I can talk to you more about it, I would be incredibly grateful 💕

@Will-xf3qe

1y↑1

That's crazy that your alters are the ninja turtles. My alters are the village people.

@AlexandriaLornaMusic

1y↑196

I have DID and this is the first person I’ve heard talk about it that I can actually relate to. Everything and everyone else I’ve seen talk about it seem to be trying to recreate it but it’s not something you can force.

@equizzgezzy2598

1y↑3

Turn into the hulk

@niaputri2094

1y↑14

@@equizzgezzy2598 Hey that's rude

@nagitosrightfoot5574

1y↑15

@Equizz Gezzy bro get out

@jammehess9270

48w↑4

THIS is also the first time i have every heard any one talk about it. I am so grateful. I am just learning about it now and I am trying to get a grasp on it. If you can suggest any places or people i can talk to about DID who Know a lot about it or experience it them self the would be great.

@jammehess9270

48w↑5

@Equizz Gezzy why would you say something like this

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@ritamariekelley6685

6y↑2.6K

DID is a brilliant coping mechanism. Some trauma is so horrific that the mind has to split off to protect us. Having full knowledge of the trauma would overpower the senses. It's so logical.

@jessicat3762

6y↑197

When the bucket where it all goes is full and overflowing you have to put some of it in other buckets. Only way I've ever been able to describe it

@jessicat3762

6y↑46

@John Doe no...

@liberationwasalie2982

6y↑6

Thus mk ultra

@Americansikkunt

6y↑4

Jessica T ...That is the original of DID, FYI. CIA uses trauma in attempts to create a Manchurian candidate.

@ratgirl669

6y↑1

Jessica T rly good analogy!

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@destinyrosze540

1y↑37

It’s a honor to see and meet you Encina, Minnie & entire system. Thank you for bravery for putting your story out there. Minnie is so precious 🤍

@opalessence4818

40w↑18

I’m so sorry for the abuse you endured, Encina. You didn’t deserve that. You seem like a beautiful person and I hope you feel safe and have much peace, love and joy in your life now. 💗

@richdude8150

18w

I went from a gf with NPD that broke up with me to having a gf with DID. The one with DID is such a beautiful person. She is quite youger than the first one but so much more understanding most times. She went through so much at an early age. She can become like a child at times and when she does i automatically adapt a more fatherly approach. She is absolutely the most loving person ever

@jennysci33

51w↑27

Thank Goodness for people like Encina who are brave enough to tell their story and spread awareness. If you research how powerful the mind is and during traumatic events, the mind automatically protects us, this is not so unbelievable. She's a beautiful, strong woman who has had to work so hard her entire life and I hope she knows how blessed she truly is.

@ravena4441

2y↑54

I/We deal with D.I.D. myself, along with Asperger's. I/We appreciate how she was treated in this interview. Makes me/us feel a little more...human. Thank you for making this video.

@bronte9389

2y↑2

💕🌹💕

@e.k.5145

32w

so you're both autistic AND have DID.. sorry the odds dont seem realistic enough scientifically

@kdholden

6y↑5.9K

Encina, if you are reading this. You are an expert and you communicate extremely well. You can help others with DID more than any professional. I feel like you are a game changer.

@lavvnder-tea9948

6y↑35

@dacealksne What do you mean? She has this disorder, and personally- it's really interesting to see something like that. Even if it's fake, which I believe it's not, it was very well done.

@raynemarie8058

6y↑58

dacealksne why? Because you don’t understand it, so you can’t accept it?

@minimariaandthecrew8811

6y↑57

@dacealksne DID is real. I have it, too.

@CandyTok

6y↑3

Loved it

@onlinejobsfromhome5300

6y↑2

Loved

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@janetc6079

2y↑40

Thanks to Encina for being vulnerable and brave enough to educate us about her life. I hope that she has found greater relief and recovery from her mental and emotional struggles.

@ozzyg82

35w↑7

She is very fortunate to have developed such a supportive, self protection “system”, and also to receive good therapy to help identify what’s going on. I know of a gentleman with a DID diagnosis who managed on his own for years until he felt he couldn’t manage alone any longer.

@katfish4386

1y↑32

Why is Trudy Chase’s 99 identity system not ever mentioned? I read her personalities book when I was around 13… it’s actually written by her personalities. It’s called ’when rabbit howls’ and it is crushing, wonderful, beautiful, sad… it was easily before Sybil. It makes me sad we never shed light on her story.

@yarr0

2y↑52

Encina, thank you for sharing your story with us. I'm sorry you were subjected to so many horrific acts against you for so long. I hope for lots of healing, safety, and love in your future.

Oh and by the way your hair is amazing!

@traces2807

2y↑43

The brain really is amazing and the mechanisms it uses to cope with situations like extreme abuse, is literally life-saving. To survive, these alters protected her and took care of her. How people can do these things to a child just makes me sick. My heart goes out to all abuse survivors. My mom was one and her life was hell.

@kileyhayden3832

6y↑23K

I love how engaged he is with her. He asked very appropriate questions and when Minnie came out he treated her like a 3 year old without mocking her in any way. He takes DID very seriously and you can tell he appreciates her time and information. I loved this video so much.

@hannahcortez1525

6y↑147

what time was the switch

@princesssammy5335

6y↑36

True!

@sittiehadjeralinramos4826

6y↑264

It was around 41:55 :)

@kileyhayden3832

6y↑103

Ola Bebe How so? Because thats not at all what happened.

@amerah4291

6y↑11

Kiley Hayden at what point does Minnie come out ?

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@Hummingbird25

1y↑25

What a fascinating life perspective this woman has. Wishing her the best.

@truejediforever3567

51w

Best comment! Ditto!

@SilentxViolence

40w↑6

Bless her for having the patience to explain and articulate DID and her experience for him and us. That can’t be easy to open up such vulnerabilities whether it be the first time or the 100th time.

@Trombonegoddess86

47w↑20

The way she’s describing the level of awareness she has during “alter takeovers” makes me think that Toni Collette in United States of Tara did a great job depicting DID.

@faithlessfate

41w↑5

She actually did… i have DID and was impressed af by her performance. Another amazing example believe it or not is Jim Carrey in Me, Myself and Irene.

@oObLackParaDeOo

17w

Encina, Thank you so much for speaking out. I used the Interview about DID and Depression from you to show to a friend bc I was not able to find the right words. Thank you for your courage to speak out, for your honesty. I don't have this courage. I wish I have. In Switzerland DID got a stamp like 'fake and talked in through therapy' and it is so hard to find help, to find someone with DID even for friendship, someone reflected knowing its hard work every day - you are an Inspiration for me to not giving up. I fight. Thank you so much ❤

@yesicajimenez316

1y↑16

Awww when Minnie came out and expressed how she felt when kids think it’s scary to be friends with her broke my heart! 😢😢😢😢

@shikileaks

5y↑2.3K

wow, an actual interview where someone respectfully speaks to somebody with DID and doesn't demonize us or paint us as "crazy". as someone with DID this is really nice to see.

@angiet7380

5y↑10

Look at me I'm so special because I have DID and am an otherkin

@shikileaks

5y↑169

@Angie T look at me I'm normal and I get mad at mentally ill people online like a normal well adjusted person does

@shannanguyen9300

5y↑133

@Angie T idk what came across your mind to comment such a negative comment.

@theclanplus1

5y↑51

Luna Blue- I know right? The first response society gave me after my diagnosis was 3 exorcisms that failed miserably where I had to FAKE being a demon to get them to stop. To see people who are actually curious and kind is wonderful!

@shavonna8774

5y↑23

@Angie T ah why u mad

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@KoffeeMom

2y↑23

I’ve had to walk myself thru some incredibly traumatic experiences, and as exhausting as that is to address and move forward, I cannot imagine having to sort thru this and maintain a healthy balance with everything else in the world.
She seems amazing, and I bet she had a lot of advice for ppl who are struggling to accept themselves as worthy of dignity and compassion too.

@DragonRain28

42w↑7

my symptoms didn't hit me until I moved out of my mom's house, then I had the worst identity crisis of my life. I started going to therapy and we rolled out DID. Its been so hard even after a year of treatment to keep things at bay. Keep going everyone 💕

@realleon2328

40w↑1

this is what I'm so worried about bc I know I have it and I also know that still living with my parents is a big thing that's keeping me like. living every day pretending to be a single cohesive person and it's exhausting but there's like,, no other option

@kiwiii1097

1y↑26

I have DID and I've always found it so difficult to explain the fronting of my alters but the way Encina explained it was amazing. It was really reletable and it mad me able to explain myself better towards my family and friends. :D
Having supportive people around you is so important. I used to have very little control and my alters would rarely front with other people around which made it difficult for me to grasp an understanding of what was happening exactly. The moment I started making more friends and becoming closer with them, trusting them, my alters would feel safe enough to front around them. Afterwards my friends could tell me stuff about them and it was really so eye opening and relieving to finally understand myself, all parts of me, better. So as Encina said in the beginning, support is super important. Much love to anyone out there with the same struggles, it will get better <3

@kyliemoen1561

45w↑16

Minnie is adorable. Im so glad she's so happy and well done Encina for your bravery

@whitebirchtarot

2y↑11

This woman is so brave to do this in front of people. I admire her so much. She’s absolutely beautiful and Minnie was so adorable. This is fascinating and I appreciate her being willing to share with the rest of us. It made me cry that so many children have to go through so much horror, but thank God she is doing well. 💕💕

@cleopatraleons

3y↑1.9K

I had a feeling since she started talking that she was sexually abused as a child, when she finally said it, I still felt devastated. I don't care how many times I hear stories of children being sexually abused, it hurts my soul every single time 😓 .

@yourneighborhoodfbi7518

2y↑126

I know... When I heard her also say how her dad’s friends were involved, that punch was even harder. So let’s go into the world trying our best to help others and stop this terrible thing from happening.

@mindyriddick6413

2y↑33

It is so encouraging to read your feedback and feel your compassion and not be judged or looked down for being abused.

@Peanuts76

2y↑26

@M W idk what my diagnosis are, but i think this is true, the most severely mentally ill person always been sexually abused or facing violence in his/her childhood

@ritatorrez552

2y↑7

Same 😪but also I want to fight 💪🏻👊👊

@vicx8300

2y↑7

@Psi... agreed, especially personality/dissociative type disorders in my opinion. I have borderline personality disorder and that is most definitely the root of it, I hope you get some clarity on ur diagnosis soon x

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@humpadumpathump5918

47w↑33

She seems to have a lot of wisdom. She’s like an old soul.

@ArcticAirUltraPro

33w↑2

No it’s trauma and having good professionals to help you. She’s obvs done a lot of work on herself and has a supportive partner

@humpadumpathump5918

33w

@@middenfire That too!

@AwakenToTruthNow

20w

God bless this woman. She is so brave to share her traumatizing story. I hope she has peace from what she has experienced. You can see how hard it was for her and the fear of people who would probably judge. You're not crazy. You are strong and amazing.

@iselinhellan4778

1y↑108

I love psychology. I feel like it's as broad as the universe itself. The "anything" in-any-form is possible! And so unique.

@moirahill6397

48w↑7

Thank you for sharing your story Encina, Minnie and your system. I literally broke down in tears when Millie came out because she's so sweet and adorable bless her 😊 You brave little girl! I hope you get to find some new friends. Sending hugs sweetheart 🤗

@lightkim3618

34w↑2

I appreciate her so much for this. Thank you for being courageous and showing us what DID is like. You're amazing, smart, and kind!

@theoboegoddess

6y↑2.4K

Holy crap, my stomach turned when she said she was abused by her father and his FRIENDS. how sick must people be??? 😭😭😭 God bless this woman who has dealt with the most horrific trauma possible by the person who should be her #1 protector.

@AmeliaAcres

6y↑34

theoboegoddess / I’m surprised you’re so shocked. #pedogate is so real...

@SohiTheTinyKittenHuman

6y↑200

It happens a lot but it’s should still be as socking every time because of how wrong it is. Becoming numb to it because of how often it happens defeats the purpose or raising awareness to the evil that can happen.

@cs6272902

6y↑88

It happens more often that would think, but its hidden because it’s hard to talk about it, I was molested by a family member as a girl, once I started therapy I could talk about it, then people around me started to tell me similar stories about themselves, sad but true.

@SohiTheTinyKittenHuman

6y↑77

I’m not saying it doesn’t happen a lot. I know lots of people who have been sexually abused and I am a survivor myself. My birth mom sexually abused me and my little brother. I’m just saying that it’s something so wrong that it deserves shock every time it happens.

@BonafideBloom

6y↑10

When i told people they told me i deserved it.

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@psyguy556

1y↑8

Absolutely fascinating! This is one of the most interesting videos I've ever seen. It's incredible the defenses the human brain does to cope up with trauma.

When Minnie came out at no point did I think it was a grown woman pretending. She was a full on 3 year old with her own personality. It's blown my mind.

Encina, you are one of the most inspiring people I've ever listened to. Raising awareness and breaking the stigma with mental health is such an uphill battle and I really appreciate the guts it took to come on here and explain it. I wish you, Minnie, Devin and all the other alters the best in life!

@LurkingLinnet

43w↑5

This woman and all the others struggling are so powerful so resilient ❤ This is wholesome to look at. Thank you MedCircle Thank you Ensina. This gives me strength to keep living with my bpd

@kcvoak4105

38w↑3

I was in a relationship with a girl for 6 years and she had did and everything this women is saying hits so close to home it is exactly the same thing I experienced with her I still check on her and her alters to this day I care deeply for them

@Indy_Well_Indicated

2y↑23

I'm fascinated with you, Encina. I would love to follow you if you restarted a YT. I have suffered almost 40 years of a narcissist's abuse. Everyone needs a friend, with a channel again maybe with more mental health focus, this will help others by watching you. Much respect for your courage and bravery, sharing yourselves and your story

@lauren1779

1y↑11

My goodness this young woman is so eloquent when she talks and she’s so pretty I love her hair and her top. Her story is leaving me in awe of her bravery and her power to make it through. I hope she loves thee rest of her life in pure happiness with her other alters 💕

@69ElChistoso

4y↑2K

I don't consider myself a hypersensitive guy, but I wanted to cry when Minnie came out. I really can't explain it. Deep in my gut, I believe this young lady is 100% real. What that poor child must have suffered.

@ts6track522

3y↑25

Lmao Stud Muffin

@jaredstevens5382

3y↑12

Are you serious? It was bad acting

@vanilla-gn4kr

3y↑214

@Jared Stevens And how would you know that? How is there ANY possible way you would know she's acting, when you aren't her?

@maiingan07

3y↑9

@Salome P - Agreed, and it’s more than that. Denmark has had nine or ten days of rioting as of 11-18-2020. They are demanding everyone to get vaccinated or else. Police will have the authority to put you in jail. At least that’s what they are calling it for now. I’m sure there will be far too many to hold in a regular jail, so they will make places just for the people refusing the vaccination. Does that sound familiar to anything that has been documented in our history? Labor camps? Concentration camps?
No vaccine? No travel, no concerts, closed banking accounts, no credit cards, no more Uber picking you up, or delivered food, gas stations, and so much more. One of the top concert ticket sales companies in the U.S. has already stated that they would not sell you tickets or allow you in a concert without proof of your vaccination.
And how many people who have read this far, has had thoughts along the lines of, well, you shouldn’t be allowed at a concert without being vaccinated, it’s to keep everyone safe from you. The same thoughts with the grocery stores, gas stations, malls and anywhere else you find people congregating. And heaven forbid if you’re a small business owner who refuses to get vaccinated. You will get shut down, period. No licenses for you. No hunting or fishing licenses either.
If you don’t think this can happen then why is it starting to happen in increments around the world? And while you’re at it, you might want to revisit the good ole history books and how they slowly added more laws on the people, especially the Jews in Germany and then all of Europe. Did you know there were Hungarian Jews who didn’t believe it would ever happen to them because of their relationship with the Hungarian government and its people? Yeah, and how the hell did that work out for them?
History repeats itself, and it mainly does so because the people can never believe it will happen to them or in their country. Good luck.

@aindg6432

3y↑30

Me too. I cried when Minnie came out.

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@EvaDull

21w

She's incredible and courageous and the healing journey she's been through... I have CPTSD and this is hugely inspirational. I know there is hope to find friends/loved ones who love me and accept me for me and see past my diagnosis.

@flaviosantana5203

18w

I really admire this woman. The clarity that she has to talk about herself, her trauma, her personalities, that's incredible. That shows that did a great job with her therapy.
Also, she has accepted herself so well, that she is okay to show her "vulnerability", as he said.
Actually she's not vulnerable at all.

@Elizabeth-cb4uk

1y↑6

I’m very proud of you for talking about your struggles. Keep your head up and stay strong ❤ we’re here for you always and forever

@debk5325

1y↑20

I am one who this interview has helped. My neice is now in the system, she has doctors helping her now. I believe all we as family can do is to be supportive. Wish Emily luck with her diagnosis please. She is 22 and we are keeping an open mind like you said. New follower. Thank you for sharing your experiences. There is so much to learn.

@rebekahmcclain7293

1y↑7

Omg i adore Minnie! This was a wonderfully informative video and I want to thank Minnie and encina for being so open to sharing your worlds with us.

I have an internet friend with DID and at first I didn’t even realize they were a different person (I totally didn’t realize they were DID, I thought they were changing handles), and though I wouldn’t have been judgmental I may have wanted to ask them questions to learn more (I know I would’ve been curious)- but because I made zero deal over them coming out to me, I was able to witness them open up in such a beautiful way since a safe space had been made for them. I’ve seen them go through so much and be so courageous even with all they go through (I think the disassociation during Switches may give them lots of anxiety) and I feel like I can learn to support them and others better with this info.

Thank you encina for being willing to be so open and please tell Minnie thank you for letting us meet her. You are doing wonderful work ❤

@espressobliss5685

5y↑2.3K

I feel I could spend an eternity studying the human brain and still be amazed.
Just heartbreaking that her DID is the product of something so horrible.

@KK-gg9hx

5y↑9

There's always Love in the world, in many forms it can heal the heart.

@sahrathiriet8523

5y↑39

DID is the product of something that is horrible by essence

@MsTinkerbelle87

k k I’m gonna write that down!!!

@erin8336

5y↑24

all of did is the product of something extremely horrible, bc it happens when a child cant cope with all that so these alters form to hold that for them so they can still function. otherwise, what they've been through would be disabling

@omalila7399

5y↑8

DID is always the result of abuse and more often than not the result of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). People need to look into this so humanity can put an end to this horror. It's more widespread than you might think.

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@DesertBirdie

1y↑7

Minnie is so cute! I have to say I have zero respect for people who hurt children. I was severely abused as a child, and it destroyed my life. Adults that abuse children are monsters.

@KaptainKyle_27

38w↑4

I’d love to say this is a superpower, and it is in a way. But it also sounds like it would be absolutely terrifying to deal with. My heart goes out to anyone with DID, you all have my deepest respects. Thank you all 4 being here with us. 4 choosing to live through absolute horrors, and still show so much peace and love to those around you. We that have not suffered, should count ourselves blessed to be able to walk the earth with people as strong, and as brave as you.

@monikafigat9331

46w↑4

Hey, thank you for this very vulnerable and informative video ❤ You’ve said that it’s impossible to develop DID in adulthood. I believe although childhood trauma is the most common reason - it very much is possible to develop DID after traumatic events even in adulthood. Lots of love

@tabreto11

2y↑8

Absolutely love this young lady and the three-year-old. You’re all survivors. I applaud you and feel joy in my heart for your acceptance of ALL OF YOU. XOXO

@user-vu6lq7yk1n

38w↑4

WOW. Wether it is the human brain or spirit that creates this "disorder" is a testament of how powerful we can really become. I wonder what the spiritual implications of this might be. What a courageous woman she is by letting people see ehat this is like. And am happy to see that she feels contentment with this phenomenal and misunderstood part of the human condition that apparently millions live with ❤.

@DavidGuesswhat

36w

It's an ere. Search about umbanda and you will understand it's common and ere is children spiritual Guides

@couragekarnga8735

5y↑1.8K

Now, I don't personally have DID, but my girlfriend does. Before we knew what was wrong, she just thought she was going mad. So I salute those brave souls of you living with any kind of mental illness. My girl has PTSD, anxiety and depression, and DID. I salute you courageous souls living with a mental illness. You all are the bravest people in the world. Best of luck to you all.

@deeceet2911

5y↑17

Courage Karnga
How do you perceive her switch, is there warning? And how does her alters perceive you? I want to know as much as possible. Thank you for supporting her and her alters.

@arizonasunshine9569

5y↑23

That's what i thought. I thought i was crazy.. She is not alone.when i got diagnosed it was like a huge crashing wave coming down on my world. Wondering for so long why i have trouble remembering things.. Why i feel like different people are sharing my body...it was and still is difficult but makes a lotmoresense to me now. Living half my life thinking i was just mad. She is not alone. And she is amazing. Her and her alters. From me and we.. Blessings goes out to the both of you.

@couragekarnga8735

5y↑13

@Jessica Williams Thank you very much. I love the woman and all her personalities. They apart of her, after all. The very best to you and your alters (I hope I'm spelling that right).

@couragekarnga8735

5y↑89

@Dee Cee T Oh, I couldn't imagine my life without her. I adore the woman! But her alters seem to perceive me as a friend. And usually I know she's switched because she'll start speaking of herself in the third person. But I naturally just go with it. She did have a very very dark alter who hated me passionately and almost destroyed our relationship, but that alter is now dead, thanks to hypnotherapy and good medication. She also has PTSd, depression and anxiety. But she also has the purest heart of anyone I've ever met. It's like I've always told her: "You're not crazy, love, just deeply misunderstood. And if you ask me, that's their loss."

@beverleyannwright1796

5y↑16

Beautiful and wonderful person you are X

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@user-pg3jo1uy6p

38w↑4

Very moving. Incredibly brave woman to share her story to help others suffering with DID. Thank you and God bless you!

@janyager2854

1y↑9

My best friend in high school had 3 personalities. One of them was David, whom I enjoyed, because we both loved science. Another was a little girl, and there was Sandy, the original person.
Later, I worked in a bookstore and met a girl who had about 40 alters. I met several of them.

@kathylibby3676

1y↑8

I'm 76. I have childhood memories of being shamed for exhibiting what I now know are autistic traits. Decades of counseling and a wonderful husband have allowed me to value the uniqueness of my being. Sadly it took walking away from my judgmental parents and sibling to allow self acceptance.; I refused to continue to be their scapegoat. I suspect my 4 year old granddaughter is on the spectrum. I can be a positive source of understanding, a blessing indeed.

@Dex27553

1y↑4

This woman is so incredibly brave to share herself so openly, despite the fear of ridicule or other negative ignorance, JUST so that she may be of help to other people.

@christopherstandrdidge4737

1y↑3

🥲Seriously, thank you. We watch videos where people talk about us like were a disease. You called us human beings. It's difficult to articulate what an amazing kindness and compassion that was. I seriously never let myself emotional, but this interview caught me (all of us really) off guard. Thank you all for doing this.

@LovinneLily

6y↑2.6K

God, I'm so glad Kyle really treated Minnie as a kid, it was really sweet and relieving, the fact that he knew how to treat her. It is a real shock of reality to hear Minnie saying she wish she could have friends, it's a lot and wow, it's mind-blowing.
Also when Encina said over 75 million people had it my mind could only grasp the fact that over 75M kids once had to split themselves to cope with whatever evil was done to them.

@americanfreakenidiot

6y↑35

Holy shit

@haute03

6y↑87

Yeah, I was thinking the same thing. My heart literally sank when she said that number. Also, I agree that Kyle was really great with Minnie. He was a terrific interviewer. The fact that she felt comfortable enough to make an appearance at all is telling.

@adinacora

6y↑33

Me too. I did cry watching this video and i rarely do. When I first heard about this disorder I was skeptical. Until my ex bf and my best friend now who went to continuous trauma when he was young allowed me to meet his alter. It was scary but so interesting to talk to another person then the guy I knew from more then an year. We talk for more then 2 hours. He is trying to deal with his trauma now after 20 years so he can move on and be happy. I know now this is real and truly one of the most amazing ways people deal with trauma.

@mindylouise665

6y↑37

It breaks my heart to think that so many children are abused and hurt. It makes me so angry that we as a society don’t protect our children as well as we should!

@adinacora

6y↑7

Mindy Louise i think talking openly about those issues help :)

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@jonnomonodesu

2y↑14

Minnie was lovely. I wish she could have real friends her age, but I'd worry how she'd be with them growing older in front of her. Really glad she's doing so much to relate to her personalities and comfortable enough to publicise DID. The amnesia side must have been difficult for her to come to terms with and I'm happy she seems content with it. Great to hear she has a supportive partner.

@ilovefilmseattle

1y↑8

my bestie has DID, and sent me the link to this video. Thank you so much for publishing this. I hope it serves as an open door to folks who want to understand and embrace those in their lives who have DID.

@Kathy2U

22w

This interview is stunning. It opens a door to new information for me. Encina is incredibly giving. She seems at ease and bravely willing to share her unusual experiences of the past.

@carolemathieson7530

1y↑7

wow, my partner is DID I have met 14 of 15 known alters. It's been a long hard road understanding what was going on plus battle drug addiction to finally realize it was DID and get all of them to cooperate as a team. Thank you for this video.

@dara3345

44w↑6

Was für starke, reflektierte und wunderbare Persönlichkeiten!

Sie erklären die ganze Thematik verständlich, so dass es jeder nachvollziehen und verstehen kann.

Ich wünsche ihnen das beste der Welt, lange Gesundheit und ein möglichst sorgenfreies, glückliches Leben!

Danke für eure wertvolle Arbeit! ❤

@LawrenceofNGU

5y↑2.5K

This is the most respectful and prepared interviewer I’ve ever seen. He keeps an open mind and asks very good questions. I learned a lot about DID and see it as a beautiful but difficult thing and not just a “coping mechanism” that needs to be deprogrammed. Thank you for this interview.

@orlabrowne154

5y↑19

That's what I was thinking, she's so good at explaining things and he's so respectful and actually lets her answer

@menosbbgirl

Lauren Rantuccio I agree with you completely.

@amk1689

5y↑1

maybe the ppl who were deliberately programmed are the ones who would want to be deprogrammed, not so with alters who developed spontaneously?

@alaskachick7315

5y↑1

@commonconservative You should capitalize Bible.

@brookefederline3109

5y↑1

@A M K i was programmed and deprogrammed myself with Jesus.
i had more than a few hundred.

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@reneelarson5781

2y↑10

She just told my story and I'm just speechless!! I've always said I have a swiss cheese memory because of all the holes in it and gaps of time I can't recall. 4 months ago I was told that my counselor thinks I have DID but really know nothing more. I once had a boyfriend ask me if I had someone help me write the letter I sent him and when I asked why, he said I had 4 different handwriting styles. Over the last few years I've been told by several people that I'm like talking with 4 different people. This is such an emotional video for me to watch and I can't wait to learn more about myself. Thank you so very much for this video!!

@baldman5k

2y↑13

Just watched this for the first time. Just wow. Amazing video, from start to finish. Thank you to Encina and Kyle, and everyone on the crew, for making this. Absolutely incredible. Mind-blowing.

@puma001

1y↑5

Oh my god, I'm crying. I love her/them so much! So moving. My system is different. We wanted to remember what happened. Now I'm mostly integrated. I kinda miss my alters. I just have one left that hides constantly. My favorite was the dragon who protected the child. Blessings loves ❤️

@lisaanderson7924

42w↑3

In addition to DID, childhood trauma can result in Borderline Personality Disorder or Complex PTSD. I have Complex PTSD due to verbal & emotional abuse by adults in my life & by being physically bullied by my siblings & the unwanted groping I experienced by boys in high school (I was an extremely small teenager so I was an easy target).

@Sssshay

37w↑2

I don't understand this at all but I am fascinated and thankful there are people who are so intelligent and areticulate and willing to share their inner world with us - thank you Encina and I wish you all good things!

@skylarross8793

5y↑865

Thank you so much, Encina, for trusting us with Minnie. She was wonderful and made me smile. It made me sad for her that she can't have other 3 year old friends, but she has such a lovely caring mother and Devon, and their friends. Thank you for being vulnerable when you don't have to be, and for educating people about this.

@jackiewong5108

5y↑19

It sad her alters are portraying the childhood she missed out on.

@llacesheffield5959

5y↑1

She made me smile too and i believe everything about DID

@stephanievasquez6868

1y↑5

For me living with DID has been hard. I’m 54 now and Maria and helped Stephanie build her strength in her mind that Lucy doesn’t come out like she use too. What’s hard for me is I don’t remember things that I should because they were experiences that my kids remember. I don’t know about her but I’ve always felt lonely and from what I’ve heard I shouldn’t. I’m just now talking to my therapist about is there any chance Stephanie can make them never come out and I can live a normal life and not black out the way Maria has me do. Anyway like I said I’m 54 and still learning how to live.

@nicolefournel-hartery8187

41w↑4

Brave woman! I wish you didn't have to deal with all of this but keep stepping forward in life and try to enjoy it. Self acceptance is the biggest step for everyone, but all the more important when you are dealing with mental health issues or health issues of any kind. There will always be people who will criticize, judge or make fun of you but that's their problem not yours. 1 person who loves you exactly as you are is more important to have in your life than 100 people who don't. My daughter has a heart of gold, something not easy to find in others, based on her experience, but i tell her often, love yourself, be yourself and eventually you will find people who will love you no matter what you are dealing with. Above all don't change and lose that heart of gold because of others. I know this must be hard for all people who suffer mental illness and I pray that at the very least, they have a loving family member or friend, who is willing to accept the challenges that sometimes accompany them. They will chose to inform themselves on how best to help you thru it. However, they aren't specialists and it may take time for them to get it right. Don't forget, in every relationship, there are always challenges, people who truly love you, will be there for you. Best of luck to all of you.

@tranquility6110

48w↑5

The alters can be merged into one personality. She said that it can't be done. But it can be. It takes years of extensive psychotherapy in order to do this. If her therapist told her it can't be done, she needs a different one skilled in this.

@motionless_horizon

1y↑18

I have OSDD 1-b, so I have distinct alters, but no amnesia between alters. I was diagnosed earlier this year. I wish people would take the time to learn instead of just blowing it off as a fake disorder. It is very real. We are real. Our trauma is real.

@katarinakarlsson9636

1y↑2

it has ALWAYS pissed me off how many doctors/scientists state that DID isn’t real. Isn’t it literally the job of a scientist to theorize & test & learn? & for doctors they are supposed to PRACTICE medicine. Aka Their education isn’t just complete when they graduate. They are supposed to continually learn, hypothesis,
test, train, etc. It would be one thing if they were even actively attempting to disprove it with tests and theories. but no. It’s just a simple “it’s not real”.

@katarinakarlsson9636

Like the damage they negative impact it has had on victims is immeasurable, especially considering a lot of people in modern times still think it’s fake.

Side note. Imagine if the world just told bipolar people they were faking. Same percentage of diagnosed worldwide. So dumb

@motionless_horizon

@@katarinakarlsson9636 exactly! I’ll never understand how some literal psychiatrists will say it’s impossible. Like, y’all know that we don’t know pretty much anything about the brain (we know a lot, but there’s so much more to learn) and that mental illnesses of all kinds need more research, so why not start researching and learning instead of just saying it “isn’t real”

@DepressionAnxiety04

22w

I am so proud of of you and your system and I’m so proud of anyone that has DiD for what they’ve gone through and I encourage all of them to strive to be their best and do their best and get through each day. I do have a question though I’m very curious about the ID and I learned so much with each episode and each video that I watch, I’m curious to know how do you have inhuman so to speak altars how do they existand I do not mean to sound rude or offend you in anyway I’m just so curious and want to know more. I have so many questions

@aubreyhubert6671

4y↑2.8K

This is a STRONG woman. I can’t imagine how hard this had to be

@mom2my3children

4y↑31

I agree had to be really hard she had him interviewing as well as the camera man behind her. I don't feel that the interviewer was trying to pry just trying to get to the people watching this so we are more aware of what DID is though he wasn't perfect about it I feel it's just how he was trying to be matter of fact. She did amazing though.

@andreabobbette825

4y↑14

Yes... Most children die. Only the strong have the ability to SAVE THEMSELVES WITH D.I.D.

@miriamcooper1320

Absolutely.

@shilvan

THEY ARE strong together ❤

@ryanjsmith1973

4y↑2

How come it's only women that claim this stupid disorder? Lonely attention-seekers. It doesn't exist

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@msb5775

2y↑81

45:04 “it makes lots of people be your fwends!!!” omg Minnie is so cute. And she’s not shy at all she makes good eye contact and communicates well. I love her.

@ShreyaChoudhuryMusic

1y↑1

Ikr? My heart melted big time ❤️❤️❤️

@AnonymousAmyMakes

19w

I'm at minute 16:30 and to hear Encina say "how I we know that Encina is the original? How do we know Devan isn't the original?" That was really powerful! I have always wondered if the main or " original" has ever recorded themselves or had someone else record them when they switch? Would you WANT to watch yourself while another personality has taken over? It would probably be interesting and scary as hell at the same time!....
Edit***my question about recording yourself was answered.

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